The whole of life is a journey, a continual process of learning. It is an art; the art of balancing.
All that happens to you in life happens in order for you to realize that you live life inside out. Your job, your relationships, your achievements are all external to you.
Maybe the time has come for you to take stock of your inner world. You need to de-clutter your mind. You need to clean up your home where you live. You need to meditate.
First, stop being harsh upon yourself and belittling yourself. That is the worst thing you can do to yourself. Start looking for the good qualities in yourself. Journal about all the gifts that you have received from the Divine hands all through your life. Always learn to be filled with Gratitude to the Divine for all the infinite gifts of love and forgiveness.
What I am trying to teach you is Self-love first. First learn to see the good in you. First learn to recognize the innate positive light that is in you. Let that glow first. That is the beginning which will open up the gates for what you are trying to attain in your life.
Once you start doing it, your energy pattern will change. When your energy glows with positive light, you will be attracting all that is good in life. You will attract good friends in your life for you have first and foremost befriended yourself.
If possible, collect the book authored by me, Making Your Mind Your Best Friend. It will transform you into a person of positive light and love. That is what you are, but it is in a seed form. It needs to be nurtured, and flowered.
Put forth your best efforts to see the Light in you first and then the light in the world outside of you.


